Nu voi fi niciodat\u0103 un scriitor mare.<\/p>\n
De ce?<\/p>\n
Cam greu de g\u0103sit un r\u0103spuns care s\u0103 fie, odat\u0103 a\u015fternut pe h\u00e2rtie, lizibil.<\/p>\n
Totu\u015fi…<\/p>\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f fi ajuns la o cunoa\u015ftere destul de aprofundat\u0103 a limbii, ca fenomen, sau a limbii rom\u00e2ne, ca particularizare \u2013 \u015fi personalizare \u2013 a acestui fenomen.<\/p>\n
Atunci?<\/p>\n
Nici pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f avea un pic de talent \u2013 literar \u2013 care s\u0103-mi permit\u0103 s\u0103 m\u00e2nuiesc fraze (mai lejer dec\u00e2t al\u0163ii) sau s\u0103 construiesc anumite situa\u0163ii (mai u\u015for dec\u00e2t al\u0163ii) sau s\u0103 m\u0103 joc cu propria imagina\u0163ie (mai abil dec\u00e2t al\u0163ii), pe care, jucat\u0103 \u015fi \u00een jucare, s\u0103 o fixez \u00eentr-o anumit\u0103 form\u0103 \u00een scris.<\/p>\n
Atunci?<\/p>\n
\u015ei nici pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f avea, \u00een stare natural\u0103, destul\u0103 imagina\u0163ie care, apoi, s\u0103 fie prelucrat\u0103, \u015fi rafinat\u0103, \u015fi specializat\u0103 \u00een imagina\u0163ie liric\u0103 sau \u00een imagina\u0163ie dramatic\u0103 sau \u00een imagina\u0163ie epic\u0103 sau, \u00een general, \u00een imagina\u0163ie literar\u0103 \u015fi livresc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Atunci? (Pierz\u00e2ndu-mi, sim\u0163itor, r\u0103bdarea)<\/p>\n
Ei bine, cum a\u0163i fi putut, deja, s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eentreba\u0163i, nici pentru c\u0103 a\u015f duce lips\u0103 \u2013 cras\u0103 \u2013 de idei care s\u0103 suporte testul literariz\u0103rii sau al literarit\u0103\u0163ii \u015fi care, \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103, s\u0103 treac\u0103, din teoreticul \u00een care se afl\u0103 in potentia<\/em>, direct \u00een concretul \u00een care ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne in actu<\/em>.<\/p>\n Atunci? (M\u00e2niindu-m\u0103, par\u0163ial, pe mine \u00eensumi)<\/p>\n \u00cen ciuda oric\u0103ror presupuneri, nici chiar pentru c\u0103 a\u015f fi cu des\u0103v\u00e2r\u015fire lipsit de ingredientul, \u00een esen\u0163\u0103, inefabil, c\u0103ruia anticii \u00eei atribuiau origini divine \u015fi pe care romanticii, cobor\u00e2ndu-l \u00een cele mai ad\u00e2nci recesuri<\/em> umane, \u00eel numeau inspira\u0163ie<\/em>.<\/p>\n Atunci? (Nemaiput\u00e2nd)<\/p>\n Nici pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f putea, la o adic\u0103, s\u0103 am putere de munc\u0103 balzacian\u0103; \u015fi nici pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f fi \u00een stare, dac\u0103 s-ar impune, s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de o prolifera\u0163ie textual\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat dickensian\u0103 sau chiar sadovenian\u0103; \u015fi nici pentru c\u0103 n-a\u015f putea, \u00een caz de, s\u0103-mi compun opera \u00een condi\u0163ii cervante\u015fti sau chiar soljeni\u0163iene; \u015fi nici pentru c\u0103, la nevoie, n-a\u015f fi \u00een stare, \u00een ce scriu, s\u0103 fiu, permanent, egal cu mine \u015fi, astfel, s\u0103 m\u0103 laud \u015fi eu cu inegalabila \u2013 auto-egalizatoare \u2013 constan\u0163\u0103 creatoare mai ales shakespearian\u0103.<\/p>\n Nu.<\/p>\n Atunci?<\/p>\n Gata! Acum \u015ftiu! Da, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015fit mi-am dat seama ce-mi lipse\u015fte cu adev\u0103rat s\u0103 devin \u015fi eu un mare scriitor… Este… este… e… e… (Dup\u0103 un r\u0103stimp numai \u00een aparen\u0163\u0103 timpuriu)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Nu voi fi niciodat\u0103 un scriitor mare.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[295],"tags":[301,196],"class_list":["post-1090","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jurnal-eidotomic","tag-jurnal-eidotomic","tag-patrick-calinescu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1090","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1090"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1090\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1091,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1090\/revisions\/1091"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1090"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1090"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1090"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}