Na\u015fterea mea a fost exact\u0103 ca un ceasornic. Orizontul uman din care m-am \u00eentrez\u0103rit, ca s\u0103 apar definitiv printre semenii mei, s-a dilatat c\u00e2t a trebuit s\u0103 se dilate (potrivit exactei \u015fi ne\u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toarei \u015ftiin\u0163e medicale p\u00e2n\u0103 la gradul specific al unei na\u015fteri normale) \u015fi eu \u00eensumi mi-am f\u0103cut loc prin el, prin c\u00e2te mi\u015fc\u0103ri trebuia s\u0103 fac pentru a-mi face loc prin el, iar agen\u0163ii natali s-au comportat a\u015fa cum ar fi \u015fi trebuit s\u0103 se comporte: m-au deconectat de la cordonul ombilical cum \u00eenv\u0103\u0163aser\u0103 s\u0103 deconecteze nou-n\u0103scu\u0163ii de la cordonul ombilical, m-au b\u0103tut u\u015furel pe spate respect\u00e2nd cu stricte\u0163e tehnica medical\u0103 de batere pe spate a unui nou-n\u0103scut, iar eu am \u00eenceput, de \u00eendat\u0103, s\u0103 \u0163ip c\u00e2t puteam de tare, a\u015fa cum \u015fi trebuia, ca nou-n\u0103scut, s-o fac. Ulterior m-au \u00eenf\u0103\u015furat \u00eentr-un scutec special exact \u00een acela\u015fi mod \u00een care \u00eenf\u0103\u015furau to\u0163i nou-n\u0103scu\u0163ii \u00een acele scutece speciale \u015fi m-au c\u00e2nt\u0103rit, \u00een aceea\u015fi repetat\u0103 coregrafie medical\u0103 gestual\u0103 (sau gestual\u0103 medical\u0103 dac\u0103 vreau s\u0103 accentuez mai mult faptul c\u0103 m\u0103 tratau ca pe un copil, \u015fi nu ca pe un pacient al sec\u0163iei neo-natal\u0103), p\u00e2n\u0103 la epuizare exact \u00een acela\u015fi mod \u00een care procedau cu fiecare nou-n\u0103scut \u00een parte. \u00cen fine, gata preg\u0103tit s\u0103-mi cunosc mama \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 obi\u015fnuiesc cu ideea c\u0103 ea e mama mea, m-au dat mamei a\u015fa cum toate mamele dinaintea ei \u00ee\u015fi primiser\u0103 bebelu\u015fii \u015fi cum toate mamele dup\u0103 ea \u00ee\u015fi vor primi bebelu\u015fii, iar eu, adulmec\u00e2nd mirosul matern \u015fi \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 obi\u015fnuiesc cu ideea c\u0103 bilele str\u0103vezii pu\u0163in mai sus de nas \u00eemi erau ochii pe care trebuia deja s\u0103 \u00eencerc a-i deschide ca s\u0103-mi v\u0103d, \u00een premier\u0103, mama \u00een nemaicenzurata ei exterioritate carnal\u0103, am mirosit-o u\u015furel \u015fi, tot u\u015furel, am privit-o \u015fi, imediat dup\u0103 ce-am mirosit-o \u015fi am privit-o, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng ca orice nou-n\u0103scut, f\u0103r\u0103 excep\u0163ie. \u00cen momentul \u00een care am sim\u0163it gust de lapte, mirosul s\u0103u fiind mai pregnant dec\u00e2t cel de transpira\u0163ie gust\u00e2nd a s\u0103pun de bun\u0103 calitate, pe care-l folosise \u00eenainte de na\u015ftere, \u015fi izvor\u00e2t\u0103 din chinurile facerii mele, am \u015ftiut pentru totdeauna c\u0103 am venit pe lume \u015fi c\u0103, mai mult, s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, pur \u015fi simplu, \u00eentr-o zi anume.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Na\u015fterea mea a fost exact\u0103 ca un ceasornic. Orizontul uman din care m-am \u00eentrez\u0103rit, ca s\u0103 apar definitiv printre semenii mei, s-a dilatat c\u00e2t a trebuit s\u0103 se dilate (potrivit exactei \u015fi ne\u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toarei \u015ftiin\u0163e medicale p\u00e2n\u0103 la gradul specific al unei na\u015fteri normale) \u015fi eu \u00eensumi mi-am f\u0103cut loc prin el, prin c\u00e2te mi\u015fc\u0103ri trebuia […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[295],"tags":[301,196],"class_list":["post-1141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jurnal-eidotomic","tag-jurnal-eidotomic","tag-patrick-calinescu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1141"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1143,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions\/1143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jurnaleidotomic.egophobia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}